Wednesday, April 03, 2002

 
Music : Ran Away To The Top Of The World Today - Of A Revolution

So anyways......... I am sick of everything right now.....Nothing is making me happy and I'm not sure why! I am deeply contemplating joining the ARMY and trying to become a ranger and then a delta operator...Why is it when i should be the happiest I am not? I am totally twisted...What is it that exactly causes someone to be so unhappy so quickly.....I almost wish it could go back to the way it was in highschool.... I did shit in highschool and still got decent grades, but here in college it seems that no matter how hard i try i can never make good grades.......I have studied my ass off for so many tests and still got 30's, 40's, 50's, or 60's at best. IT SUX.......... It seems my only escape these last few days has been into the pages of the greatest novel I've ever read. Black Hawk Down is the only relief I git from the daily grind, misery, and stomach aches......... HOW DOES THIS HAPPEN?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!??????????????????????
The Old Man posted this at 11:54 AM.