Friday, August 16, 2002

 
Music : Where Are You Going - Dave Matthews Band
Life is interesting....Not good, just interesting.... Went out and got my motorcycle endorsement..... Good times.... I'm excited at least one part of my life is going well.... Unfortunately I've only heard from michelle once since we finished school two weeks ago...sad isnt it..... But that ain't all.... I took Sarah with me to Cincinnati this past weekend..... I had a great time.... Good alcohol.... Good friends.... but i got drunk and told sarah that i liked her and she was beautiful and stuff... Unfortunately it had no effect on her in any way and again i felt like i had been stepped on.... I now have a new rule.... I am never again going to bring female friends to the house.... Some shit happened between her and one of the other members of the house.... When she seemed sad this week i tried to pry and find out what was wrong (thinking maybe just maybe she had discovered or had feelings of some sort for me) but NO...... OF COURSE NOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! She was telling me about how the kid had never called her back... I am sorry and i felt bad i dont give a fuck.... it was a huge let down to find out that that was what bothering her, not what i had originally though, and I never want to have to deal with that again so that's it..... I'm done bringing girls to the house..... but thats STILL not it...... I went with Erinn to see xXx on tuesday.... I had such a blast and we only hung out for a couple of hours..... It was one of the best times i have had in such a long time, I didn't want to let it go..... I was really hoping for a good night kiss, but with our history i didn't want to push anything.... So anyways, the best part of that night is that her and i made a date for next tuesday to go see blue crush.... I am looking fwd to tuesday with great anticipation at this point.... Then yesterday she was like "why dont we git a bite to eat before the movie" :-) Now I just wonder what is going to go wrong on tuesday (because we all know something has to to keep things in balance)...... But im so psyched to be able to go on another date with her and go out to dinner..... I just dont know what to do about anything any more....

Now let me sum up today... Got my motorcycle license.... Came home and was like "look mom aint it kewl be proud of me for doing this bc it was tough"........response: "You know i dont approve of that (aka i dont give a shit " (re-edited because i need to retract the statement that used to be here because i was just mad...... THERE WE GO AGAIN.....WHY THE FUCK CAN'T THEY JUST SUPPORT ME.....THE ONLY THING THEY SUPPORT ME ON IS SCHOOL.....NOT IN MY BODY PIERCINGS.....NOT IN MY MOTORCYCLE RIDING........NOTHING...... GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR FUCK THIS SHIT

In the words of Incubus : "IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII DON'T WANNA TALK TO YOU ANYMORE...... I'M AFRAID OF WHAT I MIGHT SAY....!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
The Old Man posted this at 8:45 PM.