Monday, September 30, 2002

 
Music: Listening to my roomates bed squeak and hit the wall (LOL)
As I sat outside today i realized something..... Im in for a hell of a quarter.... I look at my schedule and realize just how tough it is going to be and i just want to cry....... I really want to do well this quarter to make grades for the house, and to make grades so i can stop worrying about money for school..... But then we get to the money issue..... I need money to pay dues for the house, to have fun and to pay for shirts and stuff in the house that i want.... Only one problem.... I dont have really any money right now, no time to work with my school schedule, and a guarenteed $85 bill due to the house each month..... I just hope that maybe Lipps will understand, and i also really have to push myself to quit smoking and drinking so i can save the little money i do get to pay my bills. I also have an outstanding bill due to my dad for a cell phone that i had to replace at the end of the summer..... FUCK....... I am in such a bind..... Also with our new internal affairs stuff, i have to plan the next ten weeks to give to our IA and have all my assignments done TWO DAYS before theyre due.... I mean get real thats almost impossible in a lotta cases.....
So on i go to the next situation.... I met the most amazing person in the world last week (yes during my 6 night drunken stupor).... Her name is Liz..... She is from Cinci but goes to BGSU..... I hung with her for like an hour during one of our parties and it was just a great time...... I am excited to go up to BGSU to see her this weekend and it will also give me a chance to see my like 7 other friends who attend BG..... I am going to be interested to see how things will work out between her and I
Ok so next thing.... I want a motorcycle SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO badly
Ok so next thing.... I want a motorcycle even more...............
I am so confused i think i need to go to bed or puke or something

The Old Man posted this at 9:33 PM.