Tuesday, October 08, 2002

 
Music : Lose Yourself - Eminem
I am again sitting in front of my computer (seems like a common occourence eh?). I went to Bowling Green State University this weekend to see everyone i knew up there. Unfortunately my cellie died and i couldnt get phone numbers out of it so I didn't get to see everyone up there this weekend, but i will come back, i promise.... So anyways back to this weekend.... I stayed with a couple of girls i met this past summer around the phi kap house... Melanie and Lizzie.... I had the most fun I have had since i went to college. On friday night we went to a club/bar on main street called Junction. It was SOOOOO MUCH FUN. I only had one beer before we left so i was SOBER.If you know me at all you know i hate being sober and going to clubs bc i seem to have much more fun when i am trashed.I realized this weekend i dont have to be drunk at a club to have an amazing time.... Its all about the company.... I kept Mel up until 340 am fri just watching TV and talking, it was spectacular.... So i woke about 130 sat afternoon :-) got something to eat with mel and chilled until bout 715. I went to offenhower to go see becky and sarah. i only had enough time to go git something to eat with bek bc she had to take tim ellis's gf back to toledo. So sarah and i hung out for a coupla hours and i went and got my lebret pierced, for those who dont know its the spot in the middle under your lower lip. So i got back together with mel and lizzie about 1030 and we went back to junction and danced again. and again i was sober and again i had an amazing time.We went back to their place about 2 and this time i kept mel up until 415 talking and watching tv. Well to make a long story short, i like mel a lot. She is breathtakingly gorgeous and such a sweetheart.... I guess the one thing i regret this weekend is not figuring out how she felt at the end. I think that mel is one girl that i would totally give my heart to without thinking twice and someone i could even have a long distance relationship with.. She just gave me butterflys in my stomach like no one has in such a long time and made me feel comfortable always.... and one thing i know is for sure, even if she doesnt feel the same way about me, or if it doesnt work out, i know i will always have a friend in her that i can come visit at the drop of a hat, i just really hope that when shes down here on thursday i can sit and have a talk with her about her feelings, and explain to her exactly how i feel and tell her how i had an amazing weekend bc of her and tell her how beautiful and sweet she really is.......
The Old Man posted this at 9:52 PM.