Thursday, December 05, 2002

 
NEW DISCLAIMER TO EVERYONE : IF YOU DON'T LIKE WHAT I WRITE PISS OFF BECAUSE IT'S MY JOURNAL
The Old Man posted this at 1:49 PM.

Tuesday, December 03, 2002

 
Music : Dixie Chicks - Cowboy take me away
Ya i know i just posted in here like five minutes ago but i just wanted to again stress how fucking pissed i am and how much i hate phi kappa theta right now. i also wanted to stress how much i love leslie and liz for being there for me tonight when i got back. and i also wanted to stress how much i want to cry, probably for no reason at all, but in my mind it makes sense. i think that im one fucked up person in the head for good. I always have been and life hasnt been helping me out much lately. Shit o well i guess i just go on living.
Have you ever wanted to just meet the person you are supposed to spend the rest of your life with and just get on with it? give up on the dating game and all its bullshit? thats exactly how i feel right now and have for a while. I wanna meet the person im supposed to be with and just settle down with her, finish our college careers and have a happy life together, that would be the greatest gift in the world.................................
The Old Man posted this at 10:09 PM.

 
Music: Poem - Taproot
Overbearing panic attack entrentching my veins, in an hour i'll be ok..................... I don't know. Tonight was rough. I was having a lot of fun playing drink the beer with justin and just chilling out, when two brothers of mine decided to be assholes. i cannot fucking believe that i want to share a sacred bond with those two. there are a few guys i can't believe that i want to share that sacred bond with. fuck this shit. i am definitely considering leaving phi kap and never turning around again. the people who really care and the people i love will be with me even if there is no phi kap to gather around.......... NO ONE CAN SEE ANYTHING ON THE OTHER SIDE OF ME............ FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK................... I QUIT IM DONE ITS OVER FUCK IT ALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL
The Old Man posted this at 9:55 PM.